who u r??

if he could understand my feelings. I dont demand anything more. do not want a hug or a kiss, not sweet words or oaths and promises. But only a liability, he realized his job in the world. I never asked for a coin money, never asked for the bill. I never said "give me so many dollars to pay school bills" I never asked him to "buy me an iphone''.
how jealous and envious of everyone.

sometimes I think, what good is he?

I'm not angry, not pity him, nor love him, I didn’t even revenge.

I dont have any feelings for him.

it's just that ....  wound in my heart still made an impression, getting the puncture scar is going to bleed again. scars will never heal. continues to be wound, the wound larger.

the seconds I gave her a chance to realize it. But... count up whenever he wasn’t going to change. Although I shoot with a revolver at him, he just gave up and ready to shoot.

father ... it was him.
sorry I'm not going to call you daddy.
u r my father biologically, legally you are my father, the church you are my father.
but ... in my mind you're not the father. not a father.